Sleeping Too Much? See Your OBGYN

I re-started my search for a diagnosis with my OBGYN.

That makes sense right? But here's my reasoning. I had been with my OBGYN for years. I respected her deeply. I didn't want to waste a bunch of time going from doctor to doctor. I wanted to find who the 'good ones' were.

So I told her I was looking for a new GP and wanted to know who she thought were the stronger physicians in the area. Come to find out, they aren't allowed to make recommendations. Rather, she said she could give me a listing of the local physicians and I can go from there.

Fine. I took the sheet home. I discovered there were stars next to some physicians' names and some names were crossed off. Hhhhmmm........

So I called around asking if the doctors were taking new patients and after several offices telling me 'no', I found one!

At my first appointment I was hopeful this would be the only doctor I'd have to go to. But in the back of my mind, I was worried it may be more of the same.

"So, you're tired or fatigued?" the doctored asked me.

What? No sleeping pill prescription? He's not brushing me off? He's......asking questions?? Wow. This is new!

"What's the difference between tired and fatigued?" I asked.

He explained that 'tired' means I feel like I need to sleep and fatigue meant weak like you are out of energy. I understood that. Fatigued is like the last 5 miles of a marathon, tired is an hour after you finish.

"I'm tired all the time," I said. "Here's my blood tests from the last few years. We found I have Hypothyroidism. But when my thyroid levels were brought back to normal ranges, it didn't fix the tiredness."

He nodded while looking over my blood tests. "You were tested for Epstein Barr?"

"Yes," I sighed. "My previous doctor wanted me tested for that. He said that I have Fibromyalgia because I tested positive for Epstein Barr."

The doctor looked up from my file with knitted brows. "Do you have any pain?"

"No. That's what confused me. I have no symptoms other than persistent tiredness. Plus, the majority of the population carries the Epstein Barr virus. So I don't understand how he got Fibromyalgia from that."

"Yeah," the doctor replied, "Epstein Barr is not used to diagnose Fibromyalgia. So describe your tiredness. Is it all the time or does it come and go?"

I replied, "I feel like I need to take a nap....like all the time. And when I sleep, I wake up and I don't feel better. In fact, some times I feel worse! Like sometimes  I wake up with a headache. I can understand going to bed with a head ache. But you shouldn't wake up with a head ache, right?"

He nodded his head, "I agree. Have you ever gone to a sleep doctor?"

Sleep doctor? I've never heard of a sleep doctor.

"No."

"Well, you're having trouble with sleeping too much. Why not go to a sleep doctor? Waking up with a headache is a symptom of Sleep Apnea. Looking at you I wouldn't think you have Apnea. But let's have you tested to rule it out. If it's ruled out, we can then look for less common sleep issues and go from there. How does that sound?'

That sounded great! A sleep doctor? Who knew!!

I was so relieved I was being heard and relieved to find out there was more to explore. I was thankful I had a doctor who was willing to try something else. I felt like the doctor was a super hero... just for trying!

Finally, I felt hopeful.

***

Dodging A Diagnosis

I gave up.

After decades of trying to find out why I was tired all the time, I told myself that's just how I am. I didn’t understand why I had to sleep so much, I just knew I did. My friends, coworkers and even strangers would say, “I’m always tired too!” But I noticed they weren’t falling asleep at parties or having to sleep 10 hours at night and still need 2 -3 hour naps during the day. I started thinking my tired was different. But I couldn’t explain why.

I cancel last minute on plans with friends because I was too tired to join them. 

If I told my friends, “I’m sorry, I can’t make it to the get together tonight. I’m really tired.” They’d say, “Oh come on. We’re all tired from the week. It’s Friday. Come over and party!”

I would have to say I wasn’t feeling well (which was true) or I felt like I was coming down with something as that’s what I would assume was making me tired. 

What they didn’t understand is that when I said, “I’m tired” it meant I was so tired it was hard to stay upright at a party and make conversation. That trying to maintain conversations can give me headaches. There were many times I’d have to leave early because I just couldn’t stay awake any more. I could be quite the party pooper. 

As the years went on, my attacks of sleepiness occurred more often and I’d go through periods where the sleepiness was really intense for days. Though I didn’t notice this until one year when my parents came out to visit. And I spent more time sleeping than visiting with them. Their visits were the highlight of my year. The last thing I wanted to do was sleep through their visit! 

But this year I noticed I couldn’t muster the energy to get out of their hotel room. I would drag my body up and around with them as much as I could. But the intense sleepiness I was fighting through made the outings a struggle rather than a joy. 

My parents, as usual, said it was because I work so much and travel and keep myself so busy. Sounded right. Isn’t that the American way of life? I needed to slow down. So they let me sleep my way through their vacation. 

I  felt better for awhile, so I thought maybe I had ‘caught up’ on my sleep. But then shortly after my folks flew back home, it hit again! I had another several days in a row where all I could do is crawl my way to work, come home and lay down. 

I noticed these bouts would come and go. They tended to last between 2 - 5 days. Then I would feel more ‘normal’ after that. Normal to me was just being tired all day with some periods of increased drowsiness. But it was much better than the crippling sleepiness of the ‘episodes’ as I started to call them. But the fact that I would lose several days at a time because of my sleepiness, I had to face the fact: this was not normal and my sleepiness was a problem.  I needed to start looking for answers ....again.

Let's Start At the Beginning...

"You were born tired!"

I'll never forget my mom's words to me when I was still a grade-schooler. I had been complaining of being tired all the time. I think she may have just been annoyed with my frequent complaints or it might have been that she herself was always tired. She was a working mom after all. And maybe she just had the 'welcome to my world' attitude. But I took her literally. I thought that I was just a person who was always tired. 

Also, when my mom would come to wake me up for school in the morning, it was incredibly hard for me to wake up. My mom would get so frustrated! We had a schedule to keep after all and she would come in to wake me up only to walk past my room five minutes later to find me back asleep.

"Get up!" she'd admonish as she pulled on my arm to get me out of bed. 

"Mommy, my heads hurts." 

"You're a kid. You don't get head aches. Now get up! You can't be late for school and your father and I have to get to work!"

Waking up with a heavy head happened every morning of my life and still does. I never knew anything different. My poor mom thought I was just lazy and didn't want to go to school. Besides, my dad was the same way. He was terrible waking up in the morning. 

I remember him often running around the house in the morning trying to scramble to make it out the door on time because he often slept past his alarm. My mom probably thought I had just inherited my dad's "night owl" tendencies. 

Through high school my trouble in the mornings continued and I too always scrambled to make it to school on time. Like father like daughter. I would always be doing my make up in first period because I could never get up early enough to do it at home before I had to leave for school.  

I was a really good kid. But I was often in detention. But never for anything other than being late to first period. I wonder how many hours I spent in detention over the years. It had to be in the hundreds! The ironic thing is that detention occurred before school. How I made it to detention on time I don't remember.  But I'm pretty sure I used the time to put on my makeup.

My last couple years in high school I was on the color guard and we practiced everyday before school. Every day I was late to practice. I tried everything to get out of the house on time. Going to bed early. Laying out my clothes the night before. Setting more than one alarm. Setting alarm clocks in other rooms so I’d have to physically get up and walk to them to turn them off. Have friends call me in the morning to wake me up. 

But even with these tactics, I would still fail. I would sleep through the alarms or wake up late to find that I had gotten up, walked in the next room to turn the alarm off only to return to bed with no memory of getting up in the first place. It was maddening! 

I did not want to sleep late everyday; trust me. It sucked!

One time in junior high, I had a friend sleep over. When I woke up in the morning my friend said, “Finally!” 

“What?”

“You’re finally awake. I’ve been awake for hours!" She then told me all the things she had tried to do to wake me up. None of which, of course worked. 

I found out decades later, this is a symptom of Narcolepsy. Many people with narcolepsy (PWN) have a really hard time waking up. Some, like me, wake up feeling exhausted, head achy, heavy-headed, or (like on my worse days) sedated. Somedays I wake up and I feel like I’ve been shot with a heavy sedative. The extreme grogginess and foggy head takes hours to go away if not all day.

Go to the doctor, get shot with a sedative and then go to work. Yeah, that's what it's like for me on the bad mornings. 

Part of the problem with narcolepsy is that the brain is messed up on when to make you tired or alert. So while you fight like hell to stay awake during the day, you may have insomnia at night. Yeah. That’s fun. Spouses love it too! :) 

Besides, having trouble waking up, I also fought most days to stay awake during the day. But that’s a story for the next post. 

I'll leave you with this link to a really good article about Narcolepsy if you’d like more information on the disorder itself

http://www.narcolepsydiaries.com/about/ 

For my fellow Narcoleptics: I'm curious if you have an idea of when/how your narcolepsy started? Feel free to post your thoughts in the comments. 

Here We Go....

Idiosyncratic Primary Hypersolmulance. Sounds impressive eh? It's a type of Narcolepsy. A sleep disorder where the brain puts a person to sleep at inappropriate times. (That's a VERY basic description).

At first I was thrilled to have a diagnosis because I was living with symptoms for years and years and nobody could figure out what was causing them. In fact, most doctors didn't try too hard to find the cause when the 'usual suspects' had been ruled out. (But more about that later).

So I thought, now that we know what it is, let's get on with 'fixing' it. However, I found out there is no cure for Narcolepsy. Moreover, very little is known about it. Most sleep research is done on Insomnia and Apnea. Very little has been done to date regarding Narcolepsy. So medical treatment is limited.

Also, most general practitioners aren't familiar with Narcolepsy and miss the symptoms. Therefore, diagnosis of Narcolepsy is very rare. Which means, there are a lot of narcoleptics walking around out there who haven't been diagnosed.

It also means, newly diagnosed narcoleptics have a hell of a time finding other narcoleptics! We are quite isolated in that regard. I went on-line to find information and discussion groups and didn't come up with much. I was shocked! You can find anything on the internet today right?

Here's (in my opinion) the best of what I found on the internet and you can find links to them in the menu above:

Narcolepsy Information Site: www.narcolepsynetwork.org

Narcolepsy Research Funding & Awareness: www.wakeupnarcolepsy.org

Narcolepsy Blog:

www. julieflygare.com (AKA the REM Runner)

So you would think my doctor would be able to connect me with other narcoleptic support resources, right? Not.

My sleep doctor didn't direct me to any resources. I went to a neurologist to get a second opinion and to see if she had any alternate recommendations for treatment. She did direct me to a site for rare diseases.

"Great!" I thought, "That's the resource I've been missing! Rare diseases. That's where I'll find my answers."

I went home and looked up the site right away. There was ...... nothing on narcolepsy.

Basically all the information I could find on narcolepsy said, "There is little known and most doctors miss the diagnosis." I think the fact that narcoleptics aren't getting diagnosed is why it's so hard to find other narcoleptics out there.

So I decided I would devote my blog to talking about narcolepsy and hopefully other narcoleptics can find me and we can start connecting with others. I also want to share what works for me in managing symptoms and what ever information I find in hopes that it may give others ideas and I hope they'll share theirs as well.

So here we go. I am officially starting to blog about my narcolepsy.

Before I end, I want to introduce a book my friend Julie Flygare wrote about her narcolepsy experience. It's the only book I know of that tells the story of a narcoleptic from the personal stand point. While Julie has a different type of narcolepsy than I do, it gives a great account of what it is like to live with narcolepsy. I highly recommend it!

Wide Awake and Dreaming: A Memoir of Narcolepsy